You have let go of one of the main things that has change your life. You want to appear happy, you need the right things in your life. You have stopped being happy and smiling once you let go of this person. They meant the world to you but you were to blind to see that life was getting better for you with them in it. Never forget get what love is. You must keep it real because all of us around you see that you are losing part of yourself without them. We felt that your eyes needed to be opened before you break down. You believe that things are fine for you right now but they could be better if only you allowed the love you have had never leave you for God, yourself, and the person that you are breaking down over. We love you and want the best for you, so you should make things right for the good of you. Everyone makes mistakes if you can get over what happened than forgive the person and make things right. Don't waste your time and miss out on what is real. We know you have found that person you are suppposed to be with and we are jealous because you have been truly blessed and we don't want to see you lose that. God does wonderful things for wonderful people such as yourself. Thank God for everything he has done for you because you wouldn't be here now if it wasn't for God, your family, that special someone, and friends. This is something we all go though at some point but it is up to us to make the first step to getting better and God doesn't let people come into your life for just any reason they are to teach you something and most of them truly love you for you whether you believe it or not. Don't mess up and make things right so your life can be back on track. Do the right thing and Keep it real. We love you!