Statistics regarding the numbers of people suffering with depression are staggering. Since 70% of Americans profess to be Christians (their profession; not their practices), it stands to reason many believers suffer with this condition as well. I have often wondered how one can reconcile belief in Jesus and be depressed. Until I found myself in the struggle. I struggled with depression for years. I began my struggle in my youth after a traumatic experience. The condition seemed to intensify after my divorce. Single parenting is much more difficult than I imagined it would be but by God's grace I am "doing all things through Christ Who strengthens me".

 

I have seen God's hand in much of my struggles in recent years but one of the most impactful teachings God has personally shown me is the importance of accepting His offer of Sabbath rest. This is not a religion or a doctrine but the result of faith and trust in a Savior who can and will help us.

 

Hebrews Chapter 4 explains this rest has always been available for God's people but often it has not been experienced because we do not receive the Word of God with the ears of faith. Many times I heard and read God's promises but did not believe them for my life. I thought God had counted me out because I was divorced. So I counted myself out. Just like the Israelites, I allowed my circumstances to overshadow the truth of God's Word.

I, like many others, worked so hard for the Lord that I neglected to take the time to enjoy the benefits of kingdom living. Christ died that I might be in fellowship with Him. "It is by God's grace we have been saved, not as a result of works, that no one can boast." Once I had my "Mary vs. Martha" revelation and experienced the joy and peace of sitting at the feet of Jesus, I have never turned back to a "works" mentality.
 

Verse 9 and 10 of Hebrews chapter 4 spoke to my weary and tired heart as I struggled financially, emotionally, and physically to raise 2 children, work, and minister in the church. My sabbath rest remained; it had not been taken away and I was not disqualified. I needed to rest from working for the Lord and rest IN working with the Lord. I learned to let Jesus take the wheel in my life and enjoy the ride.

God bless you!
Minister Katrina Winters